It’s that time of the week! This week in composition has been extremely busy for me and has mostly consisted of me constantly trying to get stuff done to make time for me to compose, but constantly getting stuck with more and more things to do. That doesn’t mean that I didn’t taste any progress at all, and I still have to find some takeaways from this week.
First of all, what I did do. The time I did get to spend with my music was mostly improvising some electronics with my new Gameboy setup. I’ve effectively assigned every interesting parameter on mGB with values on my MIDI keyboard, giving me almost full control of the device without touching it. This helps a lot with composing and makes the workflow faster. I started by writing literally one, droning note with some automated phase modulation on the Gameboy, and just sort of “jammed” over it. I was actually quite shocked at how much raw noise I was able to get out of just the two Gameboys alone, one running mGB and the other droning the glitchy Shitwave. I now have a fairly good basis on what I want to do for my composition and how.
I’ve also done a little bit of recording, but not exactly what I wanted to get. I already got a short sound clip of a buzz-saw that I want to use for my project from the scene shop in the CFA, but I wanted to go a little further and see what the workers under the painting studio by Facilities would have for me. However, I struggled to find a time where they were working and I was free in my busy schedule. The one time I did manage to go, I couldn’t find anybody. However, there were some grounds workers just across the street that were happy to give me some of the abrasive sounds I was looking for. One of the sounds includes spraying the back of a pick-up truck with a water hose, and I was amazed at just how assaulting that ended up sounding. Hopefully I can still make a trip to the scene shop for some industrial noises, but I am looking forward to what I can do with what I’ve got.
Anyway, moving forward I think I’ve learned that I have to make time for composing, if it’s something I truly want. There’s always more “other things” I could do, and I think a lot of that comes from a lack of respect for myself and what I do. I don’t see composing and writing new material as “important” as other work I may have to do, or as a good enough excuse to put something else aside. And although balancing all my time is important, that balance requires a serious assessment of priorities. Especially when it comes to composing, finding time doesn’t just show up. Hopefully next blog will have some real output I can share, the deadline is creeping up quickly.




